Monday, August 13, 2012

dream a little dream...

man ever since watching that tv show online about the book group, I've been thinking a lot about all the lovemaking and coupling going on in the show. Especially the Dutch female character who is definitely sexy and another character's husband from sweden. But overall I've had on my mind a romance that occurs between this soccer player's assistant while in Spain with the team. He meets another Spanish soccer player and they basically hit it off despite a HUGE language barrier... Man has that really put me in the mood for some romance! ha I'm not complaining or anything just been doing a little daydreaming...about getting back to Spain and falling madly in love with someone. thoughts of would I actually just go all the way and learn to like it...just for the sake of an actual relationship?! hmm What was so attractive is the way two guys met, spoke to one another, hung out, found an attraction, and boom LOVE. I mean I know it's all fiction, but it def happens out there. Where's the heart in wham bam thank you sir hookups online, no mystery, no romance. just here's my size stats and body, meet up, get off, blah blah blah blah. heartless. Hurrah for all the guys out there willing to date first, get to know a real person, and then take it from there.
now I want to talk about passion. during college and some years after I would meet guys at gay bars. THis was in OKC and mainly other towns when I travelled definitely. I am going to make some gross generalizations now, based on averages of guys I've met, and this only because of the way the Spanish guy acted in the show i was talking about.
I was thinking today about latino guys I'be met before and how passionate they were. I was sort of comparing in my mind to white guys, and was thinking about how intense and passionate black guys are. and trying to decide is there really any difference or am I just fantasizing the memories that way. ha But I have known some guys very take their time to please you, really enjoy the whole making out and bodies touching for a while. really getting into the whole experience without a rush to just get to the part where this goes there and finish it. But it bears discussion beyond this blog and I don't even begin to share any more. Just wanted to write about how all these things were coming back to mind this weekend...
I think it's the new school year. for teachers, we sort of have 2 new years. the one in January and then the beginning of school. So I'm all pensive and goal oriented and thinking of what I want to ammend and change in comparison to before. I've put myself on the shelf for quite a while, abstaining from looking or meeting anyone, regardless what I put forth on this blog, to be honest I've made a direct effort the last couple of years to live monk-like, alone. And this week, I'm almost thinking about getting myself out there just a little bit more. I think losing some weight helped me feel a little sexier lately, and getting back to the gym this fall definitley helps with me setting goals and such. sorry if this post is just rambling but had to share. ONWARD with FALL and school year 2012-2013!
I need to post next about the Olympics closing ceremony and some shoes I got online! ha til next time then....

2 comments:

Mike said...

Yeah, get out there ;-)

rugbysex said...

dreams do come true my friend. dare to dream...
cheers!