Saturday, June 02, 2012

man gum

went on a drive out to Mangum OKlahoma this morning to see my sister and brother-in-law and their kids. Was really nice driving way out west on the highway and finding the hiway south down to Greer County etc... THey've got four kids, my two nieces and nephews. so pretty much I hung out with them all day, walked around downtown a bit, played with the kids, lunch, icecream, drove around looking at houses they almost bought etc. later took a nap and then played WII with the kids and looked at my Restoration Hardware source book I brought with me to share with my sister. we both looked at it together commenting on this and that. ha Man do I wish I had my own kids. so bad. I just love my niece and nephews hugs and jokes and laughs.they are a rough and tumble bunch. I had been dreaming of having a kid with my high school friend and her wife, but it's not really going to work out, none of us are really sure how it'd work out anyway, and me and my friend had a talk about how her wife and I probably have was different views on how to raise a kid anyway. I thought on the way home, really I wouldn't care so much about the rules for kids and all that, more so I'd be concerned about which friends they'd hang out with and have around the place, I know they have all normal lesbian friends and stuff. but I know some of their friends scare me even. ha well, can't have your cake and eat it too alas. I'm not having much luck getting myself out there so to speak in the dating world, if such exists in OKC. not that I"ve beed trying anyway. one thing is for sure, the more I get back into the shape this summer, the sexier I will feel and more confident about even meeting someone new. for real! I got a short short buzz summer haircut last week and am feeling pretty good about getting some traveling done this summer, if possible. more on that laster, but hopefuly i can get down to Austin at least once, and then maybe I'll try NYC. I wanted to visit Portland in July but it's a long story, may not work out. hopefuly everyone has had a good kick off to the start of SUmmer, tonight is OKC THUNDER !!!! go THUNDER!!!! ha

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

well its nice that you want a child. nothing wrong with being a single dad. let me tell you about school fees for 4 kids, older son,prep school, college, masters,etc. older daughter prep school, college,law school,younger son,prep school,nyu, younger daughter,private high school, college coming up next year.alimony. you could do a surrogate you hire and would not issues with anyone.or you could adopt with agencies or go to india,etc.or stay single, get a bf and be 'uncle' to all your friends and relatives kids.cheaper too.

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