if you ever feel a little lonely, getting sick definitely multiplies the feeling. I woke up this morning pretty feverish like around 2:30am... hot and sweaty and nauseous etc. sick all morning . tried going down to the college for this training thing I had, but I just turned around and left and told 'em I was too sick. laid around all morning staring at the tv and falling to sleep and not, and then threw up at 12 noon. all the ice water I'd been drinking this morning...I sure felt better though after throwing up. I've been sipping water and laying around all day and staring at the wall etc... and then made some green tree about an hour ago and just sitting here watching Royal Tennenbaums on tv. sigh... not a very sexy blog entry! ha. I pretty much got some bug that my sister's whole family had and some others, and then I think OKC in general had it going around. blah. finally caught up with me I guess. And I'm the man that NEVER gets sick. I had a marathon day planned too with the college teacher training until 1, and then meeting my cousin for a show at the civic center downtown at 130, dinner afterward etc... but I have to say I'm actually glad I got to stay home today because the last 3 weekends were so super busy.
btw for 2011 I'm basically focusing on two things, lot more prayer and a lot less sugar. :) I got a SUUUHHH WEET cd mix in the mail today, from a college buddy out in California, this is his 3rd annual cd mix and every year , seriously, those cd's become the soundtrack of my life for a while. ha I decided this year I'd send him back a mix of all the British stuff I got on my itunes and then I also bought him a hoodie just like my new favorite awesome Kozyndan PUma hoodie that I've worn prolly 4 times since during the week I've had it. found it on Ebay... also got some Kozyndan Puma slip-ons for next summer, for me.
yeah just sitting around all day trying to sleep and not move around much. Since I am never sick and always go go going or doing something., I hate getting sick, not to mention not eating. but I guess I could look at it like a fast today. I've prayed several times. for me, for my austin bud in rehab. my cousin's son and my neice's ex husband who are both addicts. family's health and my brother's job find and marriage etc --- not that it's all that interesting, but remember this blog is like my journal to remember my ideas and thoughts and all that.
oh the gym yesterday! ok so there is this guy that calls me Mr (my name) at the gym which is funny 'cause I subbed at his school like 3 years ago. anyway, he's a baseball player now at a bible college southside okc and has been working out everyday at the gym during break, and so we've chatted it up some. he's got pretty much perfect freshman sophomore baseball body, dark hair dark eyes. and that dude is ALWAYS getting a drink from the fountain and lifting up his shirt to wipe his lips. and if I'm lucky it's while walking my direction or toward the mirror I'm facing. hey I don't cruise at the gym, I'm actually aggressively not ever looking at guys that way. ha. but anyway, so this guy loves his abs. he does. well yesterday he's talking with a highschool bud of his, another regular dude there, and I'm on one side of the floor, and looking into the mirror and glancing their way while they start discussing abs, and lifting shirts to compare. and then thank you very much baseball player for being so free with the shorts pull down a bit too low and I could see that nice ripped defined line between the abs and leg.. oh. guys settle down over there. ha ha. it's pretty cool though that guys are SUCH exhibitionist. I mean look at all the poor souls out there can't get a naked body pic or video of them stroking for the world to see fast enough. wow. I'm not sure if guys think that's congruous with being gay but it should't be. I'm not complaining or anything, but it's just that everyone's put themselves out there, hot or no! etc..
speaking of gym. I've been doing that Men's Health 28 days to a better looking body work out (WAY MORE THAN 28 DAYS< I KNOW)that I started a month before fall break Austin trip. well anyway, it's mainly legs and back etc that you trade off doing different stuff every other day. well anyway, man i like that I'm doing my legs a lot more now, and then I've noticed that my chest has gotten a better shape on top. There is this one workout for chest where you benchpress with hands about shoulder length together and keeping elbows into your sides as you push up. Seriously liking the results. I'm going to go back to my old routine in a couple weeks so as to shake it up again now that I'm in this new rut.
2011 and romance? what's going on there with Dan??? well I'm not going to talk about it right now. I'm wearing a sweater and hat and slippers trying to keep from getting a chill and waiting to see if my stomach is on the verge of a hunger pain or just nauseous again. I expect to feel better tomorrow as my family said it was a one day thing for all of them.
man I haven't thrown up in a LONG LONG time, I can't even remember last time I was sick, maybe when I lived in Central America but I think that was always intestinal, same for kabbuul. hope everyone got a good start back to 2011. my public school classes went well enough. I reset the rules, and talked EACH DAY again and again how they are young men and women and are aware of not speaking while the teacher is speaking, and how this semester I'm not saying,"that's a warning" I'm just saying "detention" if they are speaking while I'm teaching. I am really going to tighten up that ship! ha also , maybe good news on getting a smart board for my room next week. woot woot.