Tuesday, December 07, 2010
I dont' ever want to grow up!
I want to continue to try every new thing and see every new place and learn how to do every new thing! I have absolute goals, definitley. I plan to eventually have my doctorate and teach at a college fulltime. And I realize I am very much an adult, and I LOVE IT, I love knowing what I can and can't do and the possibilities that still await me. I LOVE being responsible enough to save up for the things I want to do, I LOVE being secure enough to let my creative expressive side flow... I love having the experience and understanding of dealing with all kinds of people. I am both forever realistic and optimistic. I by no means am just sitting around waiting for something to happen. yes, I AM in complete control of making any change happen in my love life. I realize that. I don't mean to whine or complain on this blog, and I know that I do go on about the choices I have made and the effects they've had, for example no children. I also remain focused on keeping my motivations in life on my faith, not my sexual drive regardless which sex that is geared to find. I'm not in fear of anything, I am exactly where I'm supposed to be and only moving forward. I'm am not in fear of my parents or others or anything ... in the closet or no I agree things have definitely and only gotten better as the years go by. absolutely. ok anyway, this was just a response to the last post comment. I wrote some things off the top of my head and I think it came across as a complaint. just thoughts, as always. This blog side of me is only one very small perspective. Writing helps me gather these thoughts sometimes. keep the comments coming. or don't just enjoy the pics. if so. :)