the dry spell is OVER>.............

yup, the ex navy guy who I've mentioned before and left a message the other day.. well he called today and I finally got his new number etc blah blah...
next thing I know, it's an hour and a half before I want to go to the gym... Dan is killing some time online and there's a knock at the door, and there he is with a big grin and taking his shirt off once he's inside. Also grabbing my crotch saying it's been way too long etc etc...
so an hour later, quick goodbye, mouthwash and now I am about ready to get up to the gym for my workout. I'm still swimming every morning but did not go a second time to the gym at all last week for my workouts, slacker!! ha
only two weeks left of teaching after this week is over, of the original 25 enrolled there are only 10 maybe regularly attending, and for example on 8 were there today, and of that only 5 turned the assigned essay on time. so that gives you an idea of taking a junior college summer course and the difficultires students have of really commiting to it. ah well, they're the ones paying for it...
I wanted to clarify I was not at the party last week trying to meet girls or anything, it was just a singles party, and a good time to get out and socialize etc. also catch up with those guys I've known my whole life.
also I liek refraining from hookups. If gay and heterosexuality are to be determined equal then why can't I assume some sort of moral standard sexually as far as waiting to meet someone I really like before dropping my pants. I mean if some guy is screwing around with every girl he meets, is that any less or more trashy than a guy guy screwing around as much as possible.... IS that the gay lifestyle norm you really want to be recognized, as much sex as you can possibly get. And is that even gay or is that pretty much a goal with all guys whether straight or gay? Is getting frequent sex just a LOT easier for the gay guys than the straight? I would have to guess it's definitely easier getting sex for average looking gay guys than it is for the average looking straight guys. someone let me know.
anwyay, so if I decide not to hook up with guys, it doesn't mean I think anything is going to change for me liking guys, I just like enjoying a certain sense of self respect and dignity etc.... a moving forward, if you will, from the been there tried that sexually now let's move on....although of course I'm living in the completely wrong city in which to socially meet a guy to then start "seeing". I realize that. BOston maybe, NYC of course, Denver perhaps. definitley Austin... ha