Saturday, May 02, 2009

toons....



there are some gay drawings that get me going pretty good. I recently came across a porn site with tons of links to drawings like this one.
I've always had good visual/spatial skills which has helped me with Geometry in college and I think helped me with ane eye for design etc...
and I can get in a zone with a graphic novel frame by frame as the artist tells a story with or without words.
However, toons like when I first saw drawings of Tom of finland....i mean I know they are unrealistically perfectly muscled and endowed but still....makes the blood flow. There are a lot out there that I randomly come across from time to time. I've decided it all stems from an experience in 7th grade. I was naive church kid sitting next to a guy named Ronny in social studies who was more mature for his age. I think I'll count this as my first public social situation with porn which included another person. basically Ronny had drawn a picture in his notebook of a guy fishing standing in a pond waist deep, and below the water line his pants were dropped and there was a fish attached to his dick sucking him off. I remember being shocked by the drawing and that we were at school right there in class. I remember him just laughing and cutting a joke about it, and I was just staring in awe and jsut trying to play it cool but definitely wanting to look.
anyway, that's one of my first porn memories. and I think that's why I still appreciate toons. (there's something about the over macho guys that gets me going also probably 'cause of my insecurity issues growing up skinny etc etc..)
ANyway, yeah now that I think about it there's another erotic memory including Ronny which I might have posted before, when I was in highschool and at a drinking/smoking party and a lot of the kids stayed over since parents were gone from the house, and I end up in a room crashing with me, ROnny, girl named shannon and some other guy on a bed. and while I'm not asleep yet, ronny and shannon start messing around and he talks her into jerking him off and damn that was hot just laying there acting like I was asleep but not really. whew, he came and she got up to wash her hands, and I rolled over and fell asleep for real once my heart stopped beating so fast....

jose gonzalez


thanks sean

Thursday, April 30, 2009

if you've considered the gym

then do it, everbody starts somewhere, don't worry 'bout being the skinniest one or fattest one in there. just start.
well at my local gym there's a new college age guy working out there, and he's started changing before and after work outs but no showering up yet. he may not even be curious but still all good at the gym, most guys in the locker room are the seniors in the neighborhood who swim or run there and steam it up. they're all straight as a board, and I like my local gym because there is absolutely no cruising and i can towell off freely even get a blowdryer going on my body and if I'm standing there nude, no one cares and I don't fell weird like anyone's checking my out and I like it like that. I know my old gym has all that around, I only go there once a week for leg day. for example today, and yup new dark haired guy cruising it up in the steamroom.... nice looking big tall guy with perfect round butt, he had a marathon tshirt on today and while doing pull ups on the floor his tshirt came up and I have to say smooth abs and curves going in at the hips just right.... anyway, glad my gym cruising days are over. cough cough.
I was thinking about that movie Heathers the other day, I remember renting it once with some highschool friends. anyway, there is a part where the two high school jocks are made to look like they kill themselves and leave notes that they were gay and in love, and the dad is at the funeral saying " I love my dead gay son"...and that's like a punchline.... sort of like ha ha, jokes on you asshole dad to the asshole jock son. anyway, I was thinking how dated really is, and isn't it sort of politically incorrect to make it a joke about being gay, I know not really a big deal, but still just seems dated now or wrong. Probably post Columbine there's a lot about the movie that's dated.
but still it bothers me a little that it's a big joke about I love my dead gay son, the dude wasn't gay and somehow it's like a slam on the dad, as if finding his son shot to death wasn't it enough. anyway I know it was just a black comedy overall.
I can't wait for the weekend, only 3 weeks left of 6th graders, I have gotten really mean with my last hour class this week, and so far so good...... fingers crossed. I have an exciting weekend planned. tomorrow night a documentary at the art museum showing about a photographer of modern architecture. and then Saturday I'm going on a bus tour with the museum of the buildings he photographed here in Okc. that's right! of all places. good ole oklahoma city.....
Oh, and speaking of Oklahoma, who else heard the BBC radio interview with the anti Obama Okie talking about how jobs are going to blacks now that Obama is president? LAME!
BBC came to Oklahoma because it was the only state to vote all blue. but of course they get one of the few extreme right racist guys to air on the show. But then again, it's typical like after a tornado, CNN has the guy at the truckstop in his overalls at hat, speaking where you can barely understand the drawl about the Ter-Nay-Der that swept over his trailer house, etc etc....
again.... good ole Oklahoma city...

Sunday, April 26, 2009

you've seen these guys before prolly......



anyone got a favorite star?

man, someone get me to Belgium and lets check out the scene. just thinking of the Belgian soldiers at the gym last year on base makes me almost feel a little nostalgic for the place, man do I miss that gym....
had quite a bit of fun today at the marathon downtown, was volunteering and got to give many a medal to everyone coming past the finish line. was a great day for a marathon nice and cloudy and not too hot. also boy did I enjoy all the views, lots of shirtless of course like the one in the pic.