back day yesterday

was a good workout, and even better cause this one tall guy buzzed his hair and last week started bringing a shorter stockier workout buddy. except I kind of hate how they talk across the floor with their conversation like they're the only ones in there. but anyway, the talkative younger blond guy, who I swear checked me out before in the locker room. I mean checked me out in a way that makes you think..hmm I don't think he realizes he's gay yet. ha. anyway, he is always changing up and we catch each other sometimes coming and going but I like getting naked and changing or towelling off cause I can be a show off like that sometimes. but anyway, yesterday he's moved up to wearing a towell and going for a steam before heading home. and thats a good step. sooner or later I'm hoping to get a glimpse. well because I'm like that sometimes wanting to get a peek. ha
I have a trip planned to New Mexico the last week of July. we're going to Santa Fe. It's a road trip from Austin TX. should be interesting.
for now I"m just stumbling through summer, searching out for jobs that I might be intersted and trying to decided exactly what kind of job I want to do at this point in life.. sigh. I applied at some junior colleges so far and tomorrow I think I'm going to apply at the state department for an opening there. good experience to interview whether I'm the right fit or not.
NO action at all much this summer. nothing, but I"m all right. I got a bud who just finished 5 years in the Air Force over in germany. I've mentioned him before how he got all the guys he wanted over there. I mean at straight bars, he'd get action from some hot drunk dudes. they are so much more free-er over there apparently. so we plan to catch up this weekend and it will be nice to have another gay buddy in town to hang with.(other than you S buddy ole pal if you reading this).