Ok, I know my wife and kids dreams are never popular on here, so I thought I'd post about some other option..., lately I've had this idea of getting a roomate again back in okc since I'll need help with the mortgage and have no idea where or if I'll be getting regular work just yet(I plan to sub for a while, and then look at working at a bookstore or something etc... who knows). I was sort of thinking today about what if I placed an ad on craigslist another closet dude needing a closet roomate. ha, like ya know, the general fantasy solid built athletic dude who is closet and not out and open to living with another closet dude etc.... then as I thought about it, I was thinking, you know what I really want is a guy with a boat, cause I love weekends at the lake and waterskiing and maybe some fishing and camping. but then I thought, isn't that like a redneck joke where the guy is looking for a wife, and places and ad for a woman with a boat and must see a pic.....of the boat.
Actually if I found the closet dude to room with, I would'n't want to mess around with him at all or date, unless it was just that perfect between us. I'm really just looking for a roomate. then I could still have dudes over but not worry bout the roomate.
well then I started to think, and this is really a big deal for me, but I tried to somehow picture me with a "bf" and getting out to the lake and boating on weekends, and hanging out with my family and my family finally realizing my "companion" was my boyfriend... ok so there it is.
if I havn'et mentioned it before, I actually have a gay cousin in the family that see every holiday, a lesbian who lives on a farm outside of okc with her "companion". I keep saying that word because that is what my sisters always refer to her, and the way they say companion is as if it were in quotes. ha but of course they are nothing but sweet and nice and kind and totally normal of my cousin and her gf. but still its funny they only use that word. not wife or gf etc....as if we won't admit it out loud to each other or something.