I was so horny tuesday night, and I emailed my old buddy who joined the marines after messing with my mind in college and going to Maranatha bible college, really strict place. This guy once drove all night from AR all the way up to Wisconsin to rip off some wave runners from this rich guy's house he did summer work for on the lake. Anyway, he gets up there with a truck and trailor he borrowed from some other guy at our school. The waverunners are gone, so he just takes a stereo, tv, games, cd's, speakers,, etc etc and drives back the very next morning all in one trip. anyway, he sort of flipped, went to a doctor, was told he had a chemical imbalance, etc etc etc.. this guy also was naked a LOT, also was the one who got me started working out in college, and then sort of played mind games with me wrestling me down a lot and grinding some on me, feeling him get hard, etc etc...woke up some ideas i hadn't really considered too much before blah blah. well anyway, he ended up taking all the stuff back and confessed to the guy he worked for, who didn't press charges but the county did fine him for all the hours wasted on investigating the crime.
THis guy also streaked the girls dorm with the other dude one night in college. he was fit and hard like a gymnast or wrestler build, worked out constantly and was tight, blond hair etc...
well he joined the marines like I said, was married for about a year or more then divorced and single now... hmm makes you wonder. especially considering the time he quiet school and stayed in Iowa for a couple weeks and then came to visit and told me about what happened with this guy at the gym there, and then one night in bed he asked me if I ever shared a bed with a gay guy before, and I said no ( thinking to myself at the time that I thought maybe I was gay) and then he told me "well you have now" and I remember laughing it off and I was so tired I just fell asleep....
anyway what I was going to write, is that I emailed him Tuesday night, just to see what he's up to in Utah where he trains guys mountain climbing now. This is the guy I mentioned before that I would ever consider going all the way with and like do an emotional relationship type thing with. he's still in the service now though, but I'm going to see if we correspond some more maybe we can meet up again someday.. never know.
and the girl from work, left me this card in an envelope next to my cans of tuna fish and bread in the office at my night job for me to find, and it was a thank you for being a "friend" and taking her to the snow patrol concert. well that's all sweet and fine, but I hadn't asked her out the last few weekends or this one, so I'm pretty sure she can understand its a friends deal only at this point....
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Any email response?
Sometimes I think about past "possibilities". Seems like despite his troubles you saw the good in him and want to see him again. I hope you do...
Dan,
Be careful if this guy’s diagnosis was bipolar disorder. If you don’t know exactly what this is, read about it before you allow yourself to get involved with him or anyone else with that disorder.
Bipolar disorder is the second worse psychiatric diagnosis a person can have, the first being schizophrenia. The bipolar person can be quite charming in their hypomanic state, where they are very witty and alluring. Then they cycle into the manic state, and this is where they can have audible or visual hallucinations in addition to some very bizarre behavior. I actually knew a woman who was killed by her bipolar husband, when he ran out of medication on a holiday weekend and slipped into a manic state. The way you describe your friend driving such a long distance in a short amount of time with little sleep to do something totally irrational, sounds like a manic episode of bipolar disorder. Bipolar people are often hypersexual, have trouble with law enforcement, and have trouble keeping a job. At best, life with a bipolar person is a rollercoaster, at worst it is a living hell where one or both of you could end up dead. This would not be a good choice for your first emotionally connected relationship with a guy.
I have included a link to an article on bipolar disorder, and I just want to say that in my opinion the prognosis section of the article is a little too optimistic. What they don’t tell you is that figuring out the right medication and dose is completely by trial and error. And the optimal dose will likely change over the patient’s life. Then many patients won’t take their medication regularly.
Read About Bipolar Disorder Here
I don't know if you know this or not, but by showing some interest in your female friend, but not infatuation actually makes you more appealing to her. In effect, you have her under your spell even if it is unintentional. I think the note is her way of expressing interest in you, and letting you know that it is ok to make another move, she is receptive.
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