Thursday, August 17, 2006

just shave...

well I shaved this morning, and took a nice clean shower when I got home from work. my SCU buddy calls me and we chat some while I"m sitting here playing solitaire, then he comes over and we're talking and sitting on a different couch than last night, and I got my hands on his shoulders and chest some and then sitting back as we talk, and then he's moving near me. well I suggest instead of just sitting around on the couch there, why not go lay back on my bed and put on letterman on the tv. so we go back and lay down and hang out and mess around some, watch whoopi on letterman and roll around andg rind some, all good fun. then I tell him to head out cause it's 11"30 and sienfield is coming on and I need to HIT THE SACK MAN, too late... so yeah it was pretty awesome except he hadn't shaved in a couple days and that pretty much drives me crazy, i mean sometimes rough is all great if you're drunk making out on some big old hot guy, I imagine anyway, but all cleand up ready for bed, just wasn't as great....I'm out of town the next three weekends so will be while before we get back, I just can't do the deal with company on weeknights, I work two jobs from 8am, a break for gym, and then night job til 9pm. its crazy during the week. ... however, we had some fun... ahh yeah, bump and grind and relax, oh yeah he gives a great back rub, or was that just to get my shirt off.... he he. later.

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

he just left

well actually I just took a shower right after he left, now I'm typing before bed.
he looked like a happy little puppy while saying goodbye and I was pushing him out the door. his dorm has a 12 midnight curfew so this way I'm assured of getting sleep (except I'm typing on this damn computer at the moment) and I wanted him to get bac kin time since he's an RA that supposed to be doing curfew check anyway etc...
so yeah I talked his head off for about 30 minutes, talking about stuff blah blah, then while showing the house i was walking up behind him and touching him and stuff, and then we came back in the front room and he was rubbing my shoulders and neck etc...(I'd been tlaking about working out my back last week) anyway so make it back from couch and then we're talking while getting closer and at one point he's smiling and answering my question while I'm sort of burying my nose in his neck and rubbing my left cheek up against his right side of his face and then I'm sitting there looking at him and he goes for a kiss... all good, we're sort of twisted there sitting eventually getting to lay back him on top, and we start getting handsy, and while we're kissing hie does the move of getting my jeans undone and reaching down over my boxers, then he sits back and goes for the pulldown, but I stop and say, well, let's slow down. and so we continue to kiss and bump and grind and feel with hands going down but nothing coming off. I'm glad, I want to take it slow, have some fun, didn't want to get all hot and heavy tonight. he's wanting to come over again tomorrow night. so I better get some sleep, long day both jobs again tomorrow. going to crash now. Oh yeah, man he's got a great grin sort of half dimples whatever, anyway later.

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

the college kid

we've been emailing all week, he wants to come over and hang out again some night this week.. my day job just started back, so now I'm pretty busy teaching daytime, to the gym, then coming to this job. so I'm busy during the week from now, but he is off RA duty wed and thursday night this week, so he's going to come over and watch a movie or tv together and hang out some more. he says in his emails how he's been thinking of me from last weekend, and wants to get to know me more, I feel the same, for now. but this time of year I'm usually putting my energy into school starting back up and work. i will try to keep the blog going, I'm not sure if I should keep posting pics, or just keep updating and journaling about me, or neither or both. Some other blogger buddies are quitting this fall for a while, I have considered but no fear, I'll prolly keep it open even if I don't post as regular. good week to all. later.

Monday, August 14, 2006

"I hear addicts talk about the shakes and panic attacks and the highs and lows of resisting their habit, and to some degree I understand them because I have habits of my own, but no drug is so powerful as the drug of self. No rut in the mind is so deep as the one that says I am the world, the world belongs to me, all people are characters in my play. There is no addiction so powerful as self-addiction". Donald Miller